Crushing, anyone?

Well then here’s too you, because I am too.
I know what you’re thinking, “How 3rd grade is this?” because seriously, who crushes anymore? Grown as hell, yet we’re experiencing that same giddy ass feeling we did when we first crushed.

Come on people you do remember your first crush, right? I definitely remember mine; Michael Q. He lived down the block from my aunt. I specifically remembering him having black hair and the bluest eyes I’ve ever seen. Every time he was around my heart sped up, my palms became sweaty, and I couldn’t stop fidgeting. To this day I have the vivid memory of him an I sitting atop the monkey bars in my aunt Cathy’s backyard and talking about Transformers (I believe I was 6 or 7) and all I could think about was how cute he was.

Well kids, that’s how I feel now. It’s a more mature feelings of course (even though if we sat and talked about Transformers, I’m all for it) but it’s still the same premise; heart racing, sweaty palms, nervous when he/she is around, butterflies in your tummy (yes, I said tummy), fidgety, smiling every two seconds when there is absolutely NO reason to be smiling, you will try to touch him/her as much as possible, even if it’s the smallest touch, and when he/she aren’t around you think about him/her, and every inch of your body becomes eager and flushed with the very thought of being with that person. You smile all the time [which pisses everyone off at my job because they’re use to the cynical me, not the happy me] and you’re just downright happy. Even hearing there voice over the phone is an exhilarating feeling. I love it.

Is there a better feeling though? Well I know love is but aside from that serious shit, this isn’t serious. This is expectation-less happiness and it’s a great feeling. You can have kids, be a virgin, be stressed out to all hell but I’ll tell you what, you’re crush isn’t thinking about that. All they can think about is being around you, seeing you smile, hearing you laugh, or just cracking the lamest jokes with you.

Crushes are well worth it and if this is 3rd grade all over again, then I’m happy to be back here =)


*drops mic*