..and she feels a little something like this...

Of course it comes down to this;

"Girl, relaaaaax."

I rush this because I never thought I would feel this (again)

Shit, I'm not ever sure I've ever truly felt this before.

I'm back to being confused again. . .
I was thoroughly sure of myself and then
*POOF*
it all disappeared and now I don't know which way is up (or down).
I told myself that it would never come to this, and alas, it has.
 I'm pretty fed up with myself as of right now.
If I bite my tongue any longer im going to choke on all this blood  (nasty, right?)
But, I can't rush things.

A.k.a, shut the fuck up Ashley.

I could probably blog about love and pain and heartache and bitchassness for days.

but you,
I cannot blog about at all because "we" don't exist.

It's just you and I,
 feeling the same thing,
yet walking in different directions.

I'm not sure what to do about this but keep quiet and hope for the best.

Ha, yeah, hope.
 I've lacked that for quite some time now.

 

*DropsMic*

I was gone for a minute, now im back...

I've been trying to reevaluate my life, so to speak.
Trying to figure out where I've gone wrong, what I'm doing wrong, and what I can do to do better. I'm in the process of fixing a lot of things, but i know i'll be okay.
*thumbs up*

Sometimes it's just best to let some things go and see if perhaps, they will come back to you. I'm pretty confident that something will happen one day, just not right now when I seemingly need/want it the most...it's just not going to happen. My timing once again, is perfect *note sarcasm*

It feels as if the world is raining down upon my soul again...this is a decision I hated having to make.

"I don't want to be here without you/I can't breathe"

but hey, you can't lose something that you never really had in the first place, right?


*drops mic*