Just to open up my hands and find out that they're empty...

I've been secretly falling apart.

Inside just doesn't seem right.

I'm afraid that every feeling I'm feeling is wrong.

I've even tried to stop it. Put people in the way to block it.

Rid myself of it.

Ya know, sometimes the last thing you want comes in first.

and how do you handle that?

Just let it be?

But you know me, I can't simply do that.

I've let time run it's course...I've let everything just happen...

and here i am,

doubting every last thing I've waited for.

 

 

 

 

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